Hey, I'm back!🙋🏻

(Hurt So Good from Astrid S is the best choice)

How are you today? Hope, you're good and your day was awesome, cos mine not all over.

I'm not here to complain, I just wanna share my feelings with you, cos I feel nobody listens to me, nobody can hear my calling for help, desperate calling fot help. I feel alone. I just.. wanna your attention. I want somebody to uderstand me. 

In my head is a kind of battlefield, when there aren't two sides but many parties that fight against each other. 

For idea - my feelings is fighting with my moods and there is also my heart and subconscious mind and many others. It's kind of war that never stop. Endless war in my head which is the worst in the whole world.

Yeah.. Depression is back again with new power, is strong like never. 

For today it may be everything, see ya later! Love ya all🖤

Hey there!👋🏻

(Summer Bummer from Lana Del Rey is the best choice)

How are you today? I hope you're good because I'm not.

I have so much chaos in my head. My hands are shaking, tears are everywhere, and my reputation has been ripped apart.

Are you asking why? I do not know the reason for this phase of my life.

This question is something for which I have no answer. Yeah, I know it's not good, but I do not know what's going on with me in the last 3 months. I'm much more sensitive, I cry a few times a day, I'm going to cry with such an enamel thing, a thing in the song that captures me at this moment.

I just can not do anything .. I'm a bit depressing. I do not know what to write about, because today it's all.

Love ya all🖤